DENIAL IS A RIVER - Doechii

Hey I thought it was all over
What's up Doechii
Hey girl
You know it's been a lil' minute since you and I have had a chat
Has it really
Probably since like your last EP Oh The Places You'll Go
Oh wow it's been a minute yeah
I've been getting some calls
Oh
People are a little bit worried about you
Not worried okay
And I know that I was kinda that outlet for you so
You were
Why don't you just tell me what's been going on
Okay
Remember old dude from 2019
Nice clean nigga did me dirtier than laundry
Took a scroll through his IG
Just to get a DM from his wifey
What the ****
I was so confused what should Doechii do
She didn't know about me and I didn't know 'bout Sue
I open up the messages then had to hit the zoom
Turns out the girl was really a dude
Goddamn
Nigga think he slicked back till I slipped back
I moved on dropped a couple of songs
And then I went and got signed now it's 2021
Okay I just feel like this is the perfect opportunity for us to just take a second
And kind off unpack what's happened to you
You know this guy cheated on you and
Mmm nah **** it
Platinum record this viral record that
I'm makin' so much money I'm all over the net
I'm movin' so fast no time to process and no
I'm not in a gang but I'm always on set
Wrist watch drip drop labels want the TikToks
Now I'm makin' TikTok music what thee ****
I need cleanse need a detox but we ain't got time to stop
The charts need us
And they do
Fast forward me 2023
I'm stackin' lots of cheese and makin' money
My grass is really green and honestly I can't even ****** cap no more
This is a really dark time for me
I'm going through a lot
By a lot you mean d**gs
Um I wouldn't
D**gs
No it's a
No
It's a natural plant
No I'm not judging
I'm not an addict
I'm just saying
I don't think
You wanna talk about it
Uh
I mean **** I like pills I like d**gs
I like gettin' money I like strippers I like to ****
I like day drinkin' and day parties and Hollywood
I like doin' Hollywood **** snort it probably would
What can I say the **** works it feels good
And just when it couldn't get worse
My ex crashed my place and destroyed all I owned
Whoopsie made a oopsie
One hundred thousand dollar "oops" made me loopy
I ain't a killer but don't push me
Don't wanna have to turn a nigga guts into soup beans
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa
Okay Doechii we don't wanna revert back to our old ways
So we're gonna try a breathing exercise okay
Sorry alright word
When I breathe you breathe alright
Let's go