BLACKOUT - 啃书

Do you ever, had a blackout
你曾否，也精疲力竭到丧失意识
你曾否，也被黯然丢弃至无人角落
Do you ever, wanna shout loud
你曾否，也有千斤情绪想放纵高喊
Wait till the midnight but just make a faint sound
却只敢静待午夜，在压抑间声嘶力竭
Do they ever, bend you over
你曾否，被现实折断脊骨
Do you ever, try it harder
你曾否，竭力想克服疾苦
Do you ever, feel it's over
你曾否，被绝望无情淹没
Lock yourself in the room, dying shatter
将自己锁进房间，如余烬奄奄一息
Where are all my feelings?
我的感知消弭不见
Why am I here living？
为何我还在可恨地活着
Can not find those meanings
我的存在，意义何在
Is it what I end in?
难道这就是我的结局？
Hundred, million times
数不尽的千百万次
Can you hang in this time
这一次还要坚持吗
But I
可是我
But I still dream to fly
可是我翅膀上依旧燃着梦想的烈火
Ride or die？
飞升还是就此坠落？
Can you hang in this time？
还可以再坚持一次吗？
Do you ever, grab a dim light
你曾否，抓住一盏昏暗的灯
Do you ever, think it's alright
你曾否，对一切都置若罔闻
Oh my god please treat me better
向上天祈求一丝慷慨的善待
Just a little bit love would be generous
只需施舍一点点爱就足矣
Do they ever, bend you over
你曾否，被迫垂下头颅
Do you ever, try it harder
你曾否，想拼尽全力克服
Do you ever, strongly eager
你曾否，也煽起过热烈的渴求
for that but you bury hope six feet under
却与希冀同葬于六尺之下
Entering and deleting
反复输入再删除的文字
Text and thirst for living
被一再忽视的求救信号
Sleeping pills in my cup
水杯里装着的安眠药片
Do not want to wake up
多希望灵魂也可以长梦不醒
Hundred, million times
数不尽的千百万次
Can you hang in this time
这一次还可以再坚持吗
You know
想要你知道
I'm always on your side
我永远与你站在同一端
So please don't cry
所以，请别再哭泣
Can you hang in this time？
再坚持一次，好吗？
Do you ever, had a blackout
你曾否，也精疲力竭到丧失意识
你曾否，也被黯然丢弃至无人角落
Do you ever, wanna shout loud
你曾否，也有千斤情绪想放纵高喊
Wait till the midnight and just make a faint sound
却只敢静待午夜，在压抑间声嘶力竭
Do they ever, bend you over
你曾否，被现实折断脊骨
Do you ever, try it harder
你曾否，竭力想克服疾苦
Do you ever, feel it's over
被绝望无情淹没