My Life - Manafest

Sometimes I feel like I want to quit
No one will notice if
I forfeit my soul blow myself with a clip
That＇s my father did no gun
A noose and he hung
My mom found him in the basement
There as he swung
At 5 years old what does that do to a kid
Produced a maniac anthrax type of a kid
I hear an ambulance sirens I＇m told to be silent
I＇m blind trying to find why my house is a riot
Got to go can＇t take it
Uncle Dave＇s face is changing
I race to find my father
In the bottom of the basement
My mothers covered
In tears her face filling with fear
Bang＇s on the floor shout＇s to
God why am I are hear
Scared to even ask
Where my dad is at the time
I guess for now it＇s just a memory
Mom where＇s dad
Where is he mom where＇s dad
No
This is my life my world
My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
Is there a light that can shine on me
Dear God I pray you hear hommie
This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely
My life my world
My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
Can you relate to me Probably not
You still hate ye father wanna to kill ye mom
Feet are like drums coming to you ye can＇t run
Struggle with the thoughts am I normal or not
Abused all my life even when I called out to God
What the flip it＇s a shame what happens in the dark
Invisible to people all they seeing is the scars
Hold on yo use gonna make it
Your spirit can＇t be broken soul not taken
Praying in the power of the tongue for my friends
New Testament Jesus Christ let him in
Ye brains still confused what am I suppose to do
When ye folks choke tie vocal ropes around you
Walls fall down surround
You forget living I＇ll never fitting
God＇s love is real no matter
What you＇ve ever been in
This is my life my world
My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
Is there a light that can shine on me
Dear God I pray you hear hommie
This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely
My life my world
My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
Is there a light that can shine bright won＇t burn
Afterlife when I see Christ Soul journ
Bridge
This is my life lord can ye shine on me
Can anybody hear me
Lord can you save me
Have you ever felt like you wanna die
End in the night say good bye like a Lola bye
And just close ye eyes
Those lies almost killed me
Feeling filthy no ability to move
Commit suicide I won＇t be guilty
There＇s no perfect life it＇s all media hype
The TV screen＇s feeding ye right
I＇ve seen both sides of it by now
I would a bowed down
A new sound the lost can be found
You＇re in some real dirt ye life kind a sucks
Ye might adjust but you＇d rather die in the dust
I＇ve had enough I look to him and in God I trust
Sometimes it gets rough but ye can＇t give up
This is my life my world
My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn
Is there a light that can shine on me
Dear God I pray you hear hommie
This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely
My life my world
My nightmare stuck here won＇t turn