Talkin’ 2 Myself - Eminem

Ayo before I start this song man
I just wanna
I just wanna thank everybody for being so patient
So patient
And bearing with me over these last couple of years
While I figure this s**t out
Is anybody out there
It feels like I'm talkin' to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I've come from
Can anybody hear me
Yeah I guess I keep talkin' to myself
It feels like I'm goin' insane
Am I the one who's crazy
Yeah whoa whoa whoa whoa
Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel
If there is then lend me an ear
Just so I know that I'm not the only one
I went away I guess and opened up some lanes
But there was no one who even knew
I was goin' through growin' pains
Hatred was flowin' through my veins
On the verge of goin' insane
I almost made a song dissin' Lil Wayne
It's like I was jealous of him
'Cause of the attention he was gettin'
I felt horrible about myself
He was spittin' and I wasn't
Anyone who was buzzin' back then coulda got it
Almost went at Kanye too
God it feels like I'm goin' psychotic
Thank God that I didn't do it
I'da had my a*s handed to me and I knew it
But proof wasn't here to see me through it
I'm in the booth poppin' another pill
Tryna talk myself into it
Are you stupid you're gon'
Start dissin' people for no reason
Specially when you can't even write
A decent punchline even
You're lyin' to yourself you're slowly dyin'
You're denyin' your health
You're cryin' out for help
Is anybody out there
It feels like I'm talkin' to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I've come from
Can anybody hear me
Yeah I guess I keep talkin' to myself
It feels like I'm goin' insane
Am I the one who's crazy
Yeah
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel
If there is then lend me an ear
Just so I know that I'm not the only one
No longer the man
That's a bitter pill to swallow
All I know is I'm wallowing
Bottoms up on the pill bottle
Maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow
My sorrow echoes in this hall though
Oh oh oh
But I must be talkin' to the wall though
I don't see nobody else
I guess I keep talkin' to myself
But all these other rappers suck is all that I know
I've turned into a hater I put up a false bravado
But Marshall is not an egomaniac that's not his motto
He's not a desperado he's desperate
His thoughts are bottled inside him
One foot on the brake one on the throttle
Fallin' asleep with writer's
Block in the parkin' lot of McDonald's
But instead of feeling sorry for yourself
Do something 'bout it admit you got a problem
Your brain is clouded you pouted long enough
It isn't them it's you you f**kin' baby
Quit worryin' 'bout what they do and do Shady
I'm f**kin' goin' crazy
Is anybody out there
It feels like I'm talkin' to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I've come from
Can anybody hear me
Yeah I guess I keep talkin' to myself
It feels like I'm goin' insane
Am I the one who's crazy
Yeah
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel
If there is then lend me an ear
So I picked myself up off the ground
And f**kin' swam 'fore I drowned
Hit my bottom so hard I bounced twice
Suffice this time around
It's different them last two albums didn't count
Encore I was on drugs rlapse
I was flushin' 'em out
I've come to make it up to you now
No more f**kin' around
I got somethin' to prove to fans
'Cause I feel like I let 'em down
So please accept my apology
I finally feel like I'm back to normal
I feel like me again let me formally
Reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don't know
The new me's back to the old me
And homie I don't show no signs of slowin' up
Oh and I'm blowin' up all over
My life is no longer a movie
But the show ain't over homos
I'm back with a vengeance homie
Weezy keep ya head up
TI keep ya head up
Kanye keep ya head up don't let up
Just keep slayin' them rest in peace to DJ AM
'Cause I know what it's like
I struggle with this s**t every single day and um
Is anybody out there
It feels like I'm talkin' to myself
No one seems to know my struggle
And everything I've come from
Can anybody hear me
Yeah I guess I keep talkin' to myself
It feels like I'm goin' insane
Am I the one who's crazy
Yeah
So why in the world do I feel so alone
Nobody but me I'm on my own
Is there anyone out there who feels the way I feel
If there is then lend me an ear
Just so I know that I'm not the only one
So there it is d**n
D**n
Feels like I just woke up or something
I guess I just forgot who the f**k I was man
I was man
Ayo ayo and to anybody
I thought about going at going at
It was never nothing personal personal
Some s**t I was going through
And to everybody else everybody else I'm back I'm back