Grace - Rachel Platten

Is this what I've become
如今我怎么变成了这样
Someone who gets jealous of someone
我被嫉妒冲昏了头脑
Instead of open arms and honest praise
不愿敞开怀抱 迎接真诚的赞美
I'm closing doors and pushing love away
我紧闭心扉 将爱拒之门外
When did I come undone
我何时才会得偿所愿
When did the colors of my canvas start to run
我何时才会大放异彩
I can't control the teardrops on my face
我无法控制自己的眼泪
I know this ain't the girl my mother raised
我知道我已不似从前
I used to wear love like an army
我曾经用爱武装自己 无所畏惧
I used to know nothing could harm me
我曾经感觉自己坚不可摧
Now fear got up all in my head
如今 我满心恐惧
I'm all in my head and I made a mess
我的脑海一片混乱
I confess I'm ashamed
我承认自己羞愧不已
And I need grace
我需要上帝赐予恩惠
To step inside my mind and help me be a better person
进入我的内心 让我成为一个更好的人
Release the better version of me
绽放更好的自己
'Cause right now what I wanna do is scream it
因为现在 我只想放声尖叫
I need grace 'cause I'm running low on faith
我需要上帝赐予恩惠 因为我已经失去信仰
And I really wanna change my heart
我只想改变自己的内心
'Cause I'm falling apart these days
因为在这段时光里 我已经分崩离析
And what I really need is grace grace grace
我真的需要上帝赐予恩惠
I feel like I'm a ghost
我感觉自己如同行尸走肉
I forgot the most important thing I know
我忘记了最重要的事情 我知道
That there's nobody else I have to be
我不需要成为任何人
There's no one else I need to please
也不需要取悦任何人
I have the answers that I need
我得到了自己需要的答案
I used to wear love like an army
我曾经用爱武装自己 无所畏惧
I used to know nothing could harm me
我曾经感觉自己坚不可摧
Now fear got up all in my head
如今 我满心恐惧
I'm all in my head and I made a mess
我的脑海一片混乱
I confess I'm ashamed
我承认自己羞愧不已
And I need grace
我需要上帝赐予恩惠
To step inside my mind and help me be a better person
进入我的内心 让我成为一个更好的人
Release the better version of me
绽放更好的自己
'Cause right now what I wanna do is scream it
因为现在 我只想放声尖叫
I need grace 'cause I'm running low on faith
我需要上帝赐予恩惠 因为我已经失去信仰
And I really wanna change my heart
我只想改变自己的内心
'Cause I'm falling apart these days
因为在这段时光里 我已经分崩离析
And what I really need is grace watching over my mistakes
我需要上帝赐予恩惠 改正我的错误
Yeah I really wanna change my heart
我只想改变自己的内心
'Cause I'm falling apart these days
因为在这段时光里 我已经分崩离析
And what I really need is grace
我真的需要上帝赐予恩惠